Wednesday, August 4, 2021

Tuesday, August 3, 2021

Saturday, July 31, 2021

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once again, I am back in the hospital. the problem is the same, and they still don't know the cause. but tomorrow I having an EEG and some kind of heart test that I haven't had before, and I really hope the EEG says nothing wrong, the possible heart problem sound like they are more likely to be completely solved with surgery. I guess I have a horror of losing my mental abilities because my physical abilities are so limited and have been for so long that I am used to the lack of them. my caregivers and nurse always know when I'm sick because my snappy come back disappear and when I get better that's how they tell when I'm truly recovered. it's kind of sweet.

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The last few were still drafts, so I posted them out of sequence. I promised to write something for the next ETTT, on Seas, so I'd better get to it.