displacement
Charlie
bent down and caught a dollar that was tumbling along the sidewalk.
When he picked it up he saw that it was actually a fragment of a
note, written on green paper in a precise hand. The note read:
…in certain
worlds nearly all details are identical. The surest way to ascertain
the degree of modification is to visit your own self…
Charlie
tossed the scrap in a nearby trash can; it was time to head back to
work.
*
* *
Charlie
had the oddest feeling. It was like déjà vu in reverse: a feeling
of unfamiliarity in a familiar setting. Bridget was not behind the
counter. Instead, there was a teenage boy he did not know.
“Can I
help you?” the youth asked, as Charlie made to pass through the
employees-only door beside the register.
Charlie
stared at him blankly. “I work here.”
The
clerk stepped in front of the employees’ door. “I’ve never seen
you before in my life,” he said, folding his arms.
Charlie
thought for a moment he had actually walked into the wrong store.
“Look, where’s Bridget?” he asked.
Now the boy
looked confused. “Bridget? The only other person here is the owner,
and her name is not Bridget. If you want to buy a book, this is the
right place. Otherwise….”
Charlie
turned away and hurried outside. When he got onto the sidewalk he
looked back at the window. It read “Books Again,” just as it
always had. He saw the clerk staring at him.
*
* *
He
stumbled down the street. Everything looked the same, but how often
had he really looked at these buildings? “Snak Shop.” Everything
was starting to look unfamiliar, but were they really different? He
stopped at a paper box and looked at the headlines. “China warns
against Taiwan arms sales.” “United pilots threaten walkout.”
“Mississippi River crests above flood stage.” None of those
seemed surprising, but he hadn’t really been paying much attention
to the news.
*
* *
--Lore Sændзrsun, “Hændbouk fur Niw Wзrldz,” transl. G. Schmidt
*
* *
It
was getting dark and he was hungry. The park bench was cold. Was his
money any good? He’d found a penny on the ground near the duck pond
and he couldn’t see anything wrong with it, so that suggested he’d
be able to spend his cash. However, he only had about 2 bucks in his
pocket, and he doubted that his credit cards were going to be valid
here. What had that fragment of writing said? He snapped his fingers
and jumped to his feet. Look yourself up! He ran to a pay phone and
dragged out the phone book, flipping through it with trembling
fingers. Charlie Heaton, Charlie Heaton; he chanted his name silently
as if he might forget it. He clamped his lips shut and ran a shaky
finger down the page, then back up again. He wasn’t there. He just
wasn’t there. He squeezed his eyes shut and made a fist. After a
minute he wandered back to the bench. Could he get a job without an
I.D? “I’m an illegal immigrant,” he realized, staring blindly
out across the park. “I need to look for the kind of job they can
get.”
A
shadow fell across him. A young woman stood with her hands in her
pockets. She wore a navy windbreaker and the wind whipped her dirty
blonde hair in her face. Her eyes were a very pale brown flecked with
gold. She smiled and stuck out her hand. “New in town?”
Publ. Drowning Atlantis, 2007
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