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so where have I been a couple of you may be wondering? after getting out of the hospital for the latest time, fifth time in about a month, but I'm not counting, once again, I finally feel like I have it all licked. again. but no, this time that I am home for almost a week I feel it is really going to last. and I may talk like a pessimist, I may write poetry like a pessimist, but I am really an optimist who is hedging his bets. after all, I have done this before and enjoyed multiple hospital-free years.